There has been a long time with no submissions at all. I was in a period, that I couldn't think of anything to draw. There was no inspiration, thus I found drawing a waste of time.

However, some weeks ago, my friend returned from the town she stayed in because of her school. When I hung out with her, we started to come up with a really good Rp that just happened to be a Bleach related one. We had so much fun with it, that I decided to draw illustartions from it.

Developing my character wasn't all that hard. I kinda had an idea from the start. The difficult part was to make it fit into the original story. Her past is traumatic, she hates it, so she hides her true identity.

A little about Chezamayu's past:
Chezamayu is actually a noble, from an old noble family. Her original name was Kazumi. When she was 6 years old, her mother and father were brutally assassinated in their bedroom one night. After that their grandfather was the only one left to take care of Kazumi and her brother (10 years old) Kazumi was born with white hair, which was extremely rare in their bloodline. Last time someone was born with white hair was 18 generations before. Their grandfather hated Kazumi for her hair color, he saw it as a curse. He treated her extremely badly. He hit her, called her things a master wouldn't even call his servant, made her work under petty condissions and raped her several times. He killed Kazumi's extremelely rare silver pet bird, because she didn't obey him once. (That's why she has a feather in her hair) Kazumi's brother found out about his grandfather's evil deeds and helped Kazumi escape. However their grandfather cut them off when they were about to escape. Kazumi's brother protected her so she could get away. The last thing Kazumi saw before she ran away was her own grandfather killing her brother with a blunt object. Kazumi changed her name into Chezamayu, in order to forget the past.

Whenever I think about a scene from this Rp my fingers itch so much because I want to illustarte it so much. Is this what you call inspiration?